I need a fucking smoke!!!
Totally unrelated now… no one knows what i feel,
Alone, useless, worthless, no matter what good happens to me;
The shitty stuff always cancels it out!
I look like a mess, feel like mess urgggghhhhh whatever, I can’t even
put it into words anymore or process I’mm just really fed-up of being fed-up :/

I hope this summer doesn’t rip us apart! Especially not like the last vaca - i cant lose u again - omfg
